With two books coming out in the next two weeks, I'm feeling a bit underwhelmed to say the least. Mostly because, once these books hit the world, I no longer have anything under contract. I have plenty of work to do, don't get me wrong, but I don't have any 'release' date floating in the ether.
And to think, two and a half years ago, I had no 'release' date at all. Ever. The last two years have been a crazy ride. I am the luckiest writer. I am grateful for everyone who supported me and helped me along the way.
So while I feel shaky with not knowing what my writing future holds, and yet I have a huge amount of promotion and book stuff on the horizon, I also cannot say how amazing this has been. No matter what, I will be proud of what I've written and done over this period, and only hope the future holds more projects to love.
Other writers, any of you feel this? Or is this a odd Pre-PMS?